This is just whats been going on recently. After a long fall into the quagmire of life, i have re-emerged and am back on a new path. Revision3 if you will ( sorry K. Rose ) of my life. Its looking good.

So here is is some of where i been living, in order.

First off, from the place i went to help. I stayed with these people for a year and pretty much saved them from certain doom. Im not trying to toot my own horn, but im happy with myself and the fact that i gave a year of my life selflesly to other people and gave much more then just time. They are ok now and living well. So anyway here was my living quaters.





This next place is where i went to after. I started from scratch, after giving all that i had, i truly had nothing left. Rather cleansing, rather real too. Realized here that i have been living in a little bubble world, above those around me. Not really cool to look down on your fellow man that way and now that i have moved on, ill always be able to look back to here and remember when i was down in it and relate to those who have fallen on hard times.



























































Definetly plenty of time for reflecting. Spent many nights just listening to people yelling or getting intoxicated. Wondering why they did or what their motivations where. Why did they end up here? Did they chose it or was it thrust upon them. If they chose it, why ? Do they even know they have a choice for another life. Real humans and real questions as to why we act the way we do. Its amazing how deep you can see into someone by just listening.



But then the time came where i worked my way back up and now its time for me to take those reflections of life and apply them to my own life. Is that where i wanna be? Is it wrong to aquire wealth and power? Is it better to live simple? Perhaps, perhaps not. My conclusion is i can help people more if i have more to help them with. That its not acquisition and power and wealth that corrupts, its the intentions for them that does. Some say that the power needed to help others eventually leads to corruption, i guess im going to find out.

That said, here is my new place.






So who knows whats the right path to walk in life. Maybe i should find a good woman and settle down, maybe i should stay alone and devote my life to others, maybe i should leave the world behind and aquire all the wealth and power i can or maybe there is another way that has yet to reveal itself. I know this, when good is done it seems to come back to you. I cant tell you if there is a god yet, though i have a feeling he is typing this and reading this at the same time, but i can tell you that if you just try to do a little good in life, it gets you a little favor with this world. To me the world is becoming clearer and clearer as to my own path. Just hope no one decides to nail me to a cross if i take this real far.



Peace.


"If we just worry about the big picture, we are powerless. So my secret is to start right away doing whatever little work I can do. I try to give joy to one person in the morning, and remove the suffering of one person in the afternoon. . . . That is the secret. Start right now."

-Sister Chan Khong

Song by Sister Chan Khong


Who is Vivek? Proof that wisdom is imperfect in this world, but what we do have, can be found anyplace if you look through the right eyes.

Vivek (Sanscrit for wise )


Food for Thought.